Baby Drummer

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My New Toy ..

its my latest addition of my toy !! YAHOO !! its kinda old model but well that the hell .. i was in between of choosing this or N82 .. but now .. i think that i'm kinda a lil regret .. LMAO** !!

Tainted Love ..

just love the electro synth during the 80's ..

Living in Fast Lane ..

Fcuk me .. thats the only word that i can come cross my mind now .. i wanted to update this blog few weeks ago, i really wanted to .. call me liar if you feels like it .. lately i'm getting hands full of freelance job .. average per day im getting around 4-5 hours sleep .. fcuk that shit !! getting rest is important, but the cash flowing is even more important .. you can swear at me as money minded !! i don't really care .. one of my budd coolly pisses me off .. "bro, you are telling me that you're busy ?! what fcuk you are handling now?" i told him everything in details .. every damn thing, at the end of the explanation "oh !! its your fault actually .. " if you don't really then don't ask !

the stuff that i'm working on is HUGE !! MEGA !! you can tell me that its unrealistic .. whatever negativity thoughts you can throw at me .. i'm gladly to accept and sallow the criticism .. you are not in my shoe, you wont understand what im doing now .. lately i felt that my back is full of blood .. soaked with it .. too many back stabs, talking behind my back and lotsa fcuk up words coming from my frens .. i really do wish that "come on !! tell me directly .. tell right in front of my face !!"

ever come across this sitcom ?? "EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND" - i like to watch this sitcom, Ray is trying to please everyone, his dad, mom, wife and robert his brother.. for me .. i tried that .. done that .. been there .. for what i know now .. i'll just send my prayer to God .. he'll listen ..

i'm just curious, those frens who talks behind my back, are they jealous of what i'm capable of doing ? or what ? fcuk em" .. GOSHH !! .. i feel so good now !! SO GOOD !! manage to clear up the closet in me ..