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My New Toy ..

its my latest addition of my toy !! YAHOO !! its kinda old model but well that the hell .. i was in between of choosing this or N82 .. but now .. i think that i'm kinda a lil regret .. LMAO** !!

Tainted Love ..

just love the electro synth during the 80's ..

Living in Fast Lane ..

Fcuk me .. thats the only word that i can come cross my mind now .. i wanted to update this blog few weeks ago, i really wanted to .. call me liar if you feels like it .. lately i'm getting hands full of freelance job .. average per day im getting around 4-5 hours sleep .. fcuk that shit !! getting rest is important, but the cash flowing is even more important .. you can swear at me as money minded !! i don't really care .. one of my budd coolly pisses me off .. "bro, you are telling me that you're busy ?! what fcuk you are handling now?" i told him everything in details .. every damn thing, at the end of the explanation "oh !! its your fault actually .. " if you don't really then don't ask !

the stuff that i'm working on is HUGE !! MEGA !! you can tell me that its unrealistic .. whatever negativity thoughts you can throw at me .. i'm gladly to accept and sallow the criticism .. you are not in my shoe, you wont understand what im doing now .. lately i felt that my back is full of blood .. soaked with it .. too many back stabs, talking behind my back and lotsa fcuk up words coming from my frens .. i really do wish that "come on !! tell me directly .. tell right in front of my face !!"

ever come across this sitcom ?? "EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND" - i like to watch this sitcom, Ray is trying to please everyone, his dad, mom, wife and robert his brother.. for me .. i tried that .. done that .. been there .. for what i know now .. i'll just send my prayer to God .. he'll listen ..

i'm just curious, those frens who talks behind my back, are they jealous of what i'm capable of doing ? or what ? fcuk em" .. GOSHH !! .. i feel so good now !! SO GOOD !! manage to clear up the closet in me ..

Transition ..

We as human walked through all sorts of life, we picked up ourselves whenever we fall, we pushed ourselves forward whenever we been fallen backward, we stand firmed whenever we been pushed around. things goes round and round, its a circle, not so complete if you quit/running away like a headless chicken is when you do not dare to face the reality. reality bites !!

We go through layer by layer of phases in life, each layer passed its a transition point for us to accept the reality. Do not shut down the opportunity to move on, to repair the damages rather than just threw it away and shut it tight. That is not a solution, its an excuse. Difference can be amended, do not spearheaded to a dead end conclusion.

Its a transition ..

A Simple Prayer ..

a friend of mine told me about blogging .. a blank page which you can scribble, post, paste, cut and do lotsa stuff .. reaching out to other people, convey messages out .. petitions, prayers and hope .. this is what im about to do now .. that particular person who introduced me to blogging is facing a life threatening mammoth task .. to fight for his life .. to fight the cancerous cells by overcoming them from spreading again ..

i'm pledging whoever come across this blog .. drop a simple prayer for my friend .. he used not to believe in divine intervention .. but once you are beaten as hard as this .. you gotta grip on unto some invisible faith ..


click on this picture ..

he is one of my best buddy, we are childhood friend since we are 6 years old .. me and another 3 more friends has been sticking out to each other since we are 6 too .. 5 of us has been to the same kindergarten, primary & secondary school and later the same college together .. LOL !! ironic huh ??

just a simple prayer

Lomo Effect ...

An effect done by photoshop ..
from a normal 5.0Mpix digital camera

damn ... gotta learn how to use the photoshop illustrator .. i found these pictures in a website .. can't really remember which site isit .. kinda cool huh ?? the lomography effects ..

saw this picture ?? what are you doing while you are only 7 years old ?? eHH ?? i was playing police and thief, chasing each others .. bet right on .. this picture is taken by a 7 years old kid ..
GOSHH !!